Well...refelecting on this year its been a VERY odd one.
So much strangeness that Im not going to put here but the past few weeks have made me think hard about my life and what the hell to do with it.

Theres so much unbeleivable petty crap in the anime/manga community that goes on Ive grown dispondant and have come really close to giving in and not completing JOL as a result....which is wrong because its being made because its something I want to make.

Last night I looked in old photo family albums and realised that what im seeing is now gone and nothing is going to change that...either I can dwell on the past or I can start living life anew.

Ive met a girl at work who is just...in short....Truly amazing!
She is happily spoken for and wont be in my company after december but having her around has shook me up bigtime....I must wear my heart on my sleeve...but she has made me feel anything is possible when you have the right approach to life.

To be honest Im just so tired of being emotionally alone & clueless and I know that ive still a few things I have yet to deal with ahead.
Its like I need to find someone like her to put it all in perspective and it aint going to happen if I dont do something about it myself.

Recently ive met up with some old friends from Uni which has been fantastic and brought back some really fond memories.

At christmas I am going to get far away from everything...I think its what I just really need.

When Im back work on Jol will continue but Im also going try to have more of a social life too...maybe take up evening classes to improve my drawing...just something to take me away from these four walls and meet new people who will inspire me and allow me to unwind.

Ive had so much support from Rebecca,Hel & scott and its really made a difference.
I think its only fair to return that support in producing something.
To those guys...I love you all! your the best!
And to the mysterious girl....you broke me ^^